Breaking through

I think doubt is natural, particularly when one has non-mainstream opinions.Things are easier when you don't disagree. You certainly don't want to be on the opposite side of things that might make you appear to be a bad person in the eyes of someone else. And like any idea, one must question them to test their authenticity. Eventually though, after enough deep questioning, you eventually have to trust your own conclusions (but still keep an open mind) and move forward with strongly held minority views. I think I am pretty close to that point now.