I started working again last Friday

Day one was nice
some familiar, friendly faces
But I can feel the slow creep of monotony
days passing by like a cards in a poker game
the smug satisfaction that comes with your own desk
free pens
fresh coffee
and a nice view
neatly ironed clothes
numbered spot in the parking garage
loathing
that's what I really feel
and fear
that I get sucked in again
it's all so comfortable
so hollow