Quit doubting yourself, I cared

I wasn't looking for anything. You came along and wiggled your way in.

I want to get close again, but I am just scared.

It's easy now because things aren't very complicated. I ease my mind by telling myself it's better for you. Thankfully I believe the last part. I also know I will have to move for employment in a few months, so I don't want to go through  unnecessary,  rough goodbyes.